» Wednesday, December 1, 2010 / -1:15 AM

Every time you come around, something is bound to happen. A confrontation is bound to occur. You accuse everyone of everything, saying that they are lying even when they are being plain truthful. You can't trust, you can't love. Why are you still here? You are afraid that he would hurt you again. That he might have someone else there or want someone else. If he does, why would he linger? Why would he tell you he loves you when right now, at this moment, you cannot offer anything that's worth using because of the distance? Why would he stay? It has to mean something. You want to give him three month as a probation period, you want him to think properly before diving into the abyss again so he won't hurt you. You are trying to keep your distance. What happened to the risk taker?

Love, von.

Dear Von,

If that is the case, why are you still insecure? The key is acceptance. You still have shadow of doubt about you. Three months and maybe you'll get some light to counter the darkness.

Love, Paranoid Von.