Mom tells me I need to grow up.
That I need to go out there and do something besides going online. Little does she know, it's the only thing that keeps me sane. Not like I'm skipping class or anything anymore now. Not like I am smoking or doing drugs. I could be an alcoholic but I'm not. How am I suppose to go out if I don't have anyone to go out with, since everyone is so busy with their own lives? I should join more activities in college. It is not the season for clubs and society yet. People are moving on, telling me I should to, it's the only RIGHT thing to do. It's either you give up or get up.. right? I don't want to grow up. I am rather fond of my childishness and I do not want to lose it.

Some people needs to STOP assuming that they know what I am doing.
I have reasons for doing things that I do now. No, I don't think sending him his cookies WILL make him come back to me or sending him any of the presents will. I don't think he'll come back just because "a way to a man's heart is through his stomach". Might be true sometimes, but it does not apply here. I'm just staying true to the promises I made. The fact that they are his, will never change because they are meant to be for him. I am not throwing them out, I am not GIVING it to someone else. If you think I'll give you something that belongs to someone else, you mad, k?

Telling Rachel my aunt and uncle's story.
Their love gives me hope. They had long distance relationship when it all started out apparently. They have been married for quite some time now and I didn't even know. There was once they were in Makati, Philippines due to work. Apparently, they kidnap foreigners a lot. My uncle is Chindian, and he looks similar to Filipinos in a way; and my aunt is Chinese. My uncle went to work as usual one day. One of the malls were bombed and that very morning, my aunt told him that she will be there. My uncle panicked. (This is the part where it sounds like it only happens in a Hollywood scene.) If I'm not wrong, he tried taking a cab there but there was traffic. He paid the cab driver and ran all the way to the mall, which was quite far away. When he found my aunt at the OPPOSITE side of the mall, all safe and sound, he broke down. After that, he hired a bodyguard/driver throughout their stay there. Now, they're relocating to Seattle again. One day, perhaps, we will be going there.

Nick Vujicic is dead awesome.
No, he's not dead; just mega awesome. I have been replaying the third part of his video, from the seventh minute onwards. All the things he said about saving his virginity for his wife, how he knows she's coming, how it's going to be worth everything, how he encourages people on not giving into temptation for temporary pleasure in life. A real man would not harm your life. But really, how are we supposed to differentiate jerks from nice guys? I mean, they're both pretty much the same in every aspect in the beginning but they always end up breaking your heart. If Nick is the man he says he is, limbless or not, I, speaking on behalf of myself, would be able to spend my life with him. But that's just me. His devotion, loyalty and love amazes me to bits. He's funny and good looking too! Then again, if he has limbs, I doubt he'll be as amazing as he is now.

Straighten up, soldier.
It's going be a long day. You may have lost the battle but that does not mean that you have to lose the war. There are a lot of battles to go. Are you going to be winning this war or are you going to give up now? Would you rather be remembered for ending strong or losing out before you know what you mean to the troopers that are supporting you?