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» Friday, May 21, 2010 / -1:21 PM

Story of My Life.

Tokio Hotel Concert...

was fucked up. People were acting like they had their brains sucked out by some creepy machine thus acting worse than a herd of rampaging bulls. What's the point of waiting in line at 4:30 P.M., under the rain and shine, when the concert starts at 6:00 P.M.? Sure, we get to see Tokio Hotel up close and take some pretty good shots. Then again, how are we supposed to do that when there are no one checking our tickets and people are running to the front, pushing their way as they go like baboons out of their enclosure? On top of that, Tokio Hotel took forever to come out, which was at 9:30 P.M. and the crowd went wild. There were drunkards that acted like they own the show. Telling people to make way for them, flipping people off when they won't budge, picking fights with the crowd. Thank god the security threw them out of the pit. Allysha and I did not stay til the end of the show. We went out after the first song because it was hot and stuffy. I felt sick.

Friends...

are not who I think they really are. Regardless of what I've done for them, they only come to me when they need my help. I can't believe you let me take the blame of being overemotional, overreacting, psychopathic bitch and not even bothered to make things clear on what happened. You acted like a saint, pretending to forgive me for being dramatic when you are the one that has to be sorry for what you did. Now you can't blame me for being overly cautious, can you? I don't care what you did then. It shouldn't have happened anyway. It was against friendship rules. I still wanted to be your friend despite having everyone saying that I should not.

"Why are you still friends with that person?!" "*shrugs*"

Most of them come to me whenever they need something. "Hey Von! How are you? Eh, I have something to ask you. Will you _________?" Okay!, Sure!, Mmk. Never once did I cross your minds, huh? Never once you'd think maybe, just.. Maybe I have feelings too. I know this is pathetic. You'd think that I am being dramatic again but all I want is to be part of your "clique" like how we used to be. Hah, maybe it's time to stop living in the past and move on!

Bitch Kongsi,

I love you bitches to bits. Adelene, Desmond, Gwendeline, Hong Chun, Isaac, Jack, Jason, Jeslyn, Sofia, Wai Kit and Alex, the Bitch King. Did I miss anyone? I hope not! We should go for a movie together soon!

love, von.