ONETWOTHREE!

» Saturday, August 18, 2007 / -6:04 AM

Where pits and lies never end.

Put this to an end.
There's nothing left to say but
Sorry for the things I've said
Or done.
It's never good enough for you.
You've never open your heart.
I was a fool to think you did.
Every second we spent together,
Don't it mean a thing now?
You knew my secret desire.
We shared so much in common.
Why the sudden change of heart?
Don't I mean a thing now?
To you, I'm a nobody.
To me, you were my guiding light when
EVERYTHING seemed wrong.
I was branded 'Lone Ranger' before i met you.
All those jokes and pranks,
Gossips and tips.
All the hopes crushed and jammed.

Who am I to label you as my friend?
When you don't even understand
The true me.
You are making me feel that you are a quisling.
Two faced freak.
You name it.
Don't expect me to take the bullet for you anymore.

I've been through a rough patch.
Do you expect me
To keep a happy face?
After all I've seen and heard
Do you expect me to laugh after what you did?
Try doing it yourself!
Try doing it while you're asphyxiating.
I told you it's okay
Because I don't want to hurt you.
As much as it hurt me.
I had emotions weld up in me
And i expect no sympathy.
From anyone especially you.
I don't give a damn about that sob story.
But as it is,
It scarred me both physically and mentally.
Lay all your petty accusations.
I had enough of this ludicrous behavior.
Go on and get a life.
A final goodbye if that's what you want.
Enjoy your sense of elation.

I made this to vent my mixed feelings during one of the exams. The confusion of truth. This is for those who felt deeply betrayed by their closest special someone. It's based on my true experience on a couple of two-faced friends. You know who you are. This is me casting aspersions on someone i truly cared for and now i know they don't appreciate my efforts. Thanks for the fake memories and for bombarding me in your profile while you said you understand me. Thanks for being such a GREAT friend, breaking this friendship, I couldn't get anything better from anyone else. Thank you.