ONETWOTHREE!

» Tuesday, August 14, 2007 / -2:02 AM

Untitled.

There's so many people around me.
But what is this loneliness I feel?
It's a kind of feeling that make this fast-paced world revolves so ever slowly.
Something isn't right.
This isn't the first time.
Nor will it be the last.
It's just the beginning all over again.
This time,
Without you.

This isn't goodbye.
This isn't the end for me.
From experience i learnt.
Not to trust so easily again.
Never going to be trapped again.
In this verge of despair.
Because no one will hear you,
No matter how you weep.
Only true friends know,
How hurtful it really is.

They would try any method.
Any single way,
Anyhow,
To make each other happy once again.
Some keep their concerns silent,
Because they don't want to hurt the other party.
That's something you will never know.
The purpose of friendship.
Rules to follow and break,
And you decided it's okay to break.
This is what makes you a lousy one.
My back's strucked with your silent knives.

This loneliness doesn't prove to me that I'm alone.
I have everyone around me that cares.
Take whatever you want.
That's not breaking my spirit.
That proves that I am much better.
I know who's doing better off.
I don't give a ...
Be strong to those who was betrayed by most people.
Be brave to face the unknown.
Together we will storm through this nightmare.
Never look back in fear.

@Darling:
Your tears are more precious that u think it is. Save it for something better. I'm sorry i can't comfort you. I guess i'm not so much of a consoling friend. I would really love to tell you that I'll always be there for you and this poem is dedicated to you. Dont let him get a part in your future. I know he's a big part of your life. But it is time to move on. Stay strong. Love yah. <3